aside from myspace

im not even quite sure i know why im doing this.
i have a blog on myspace???
AHHH. im impulsive sometimes. i get really stoked about randomly starting something new. then i drop it.
like the other day i started making a playlist and i was so determined to actually get some good shit on there and i was gonna put it on myspace and everything.
then after like and hour i was kinda like "fuck this" haha and i stopped.
im not even sure that anyone's going to read thiss??? WTF?
whatever.
i think lumpy gives me rashes. maybe not. but my face itches again and only after i touch her. ARGH.
i have nothing really important to say. and im sure no one cares. i kinda just want to stop typing and exit out of this tab.
maybe i should stop being such a quitter.
yep.
who knows. i might actually go somewhere with this. i dont want to post long ass blogs that no ones gonna read though.
this ones getting pretty long. im not tired. well. sorta. but i dont feel like going to bed.
i just saw smitty about an hour ago. i miss him already and i feel stupid that i do.
i love him so fucking much. i wish i could go mimi with him. i love sleeping with him. even though he's so not used to sleeping with anyone lol
he moves over and i move then i end up on the edge of the bed. he drools on me. hits me sometimes lol then he kinda wakes up and puts his arm around me :D
bah.
i get so scared sometimes....its stupid. and i kinda dont feel like posting all my businesssss ahhhh!!
im just not one of those people.
i can ramble on and on about how i feel but i just cant tell all my shit. im so close to clicking that X.....
but wont...ill click this instead.